Monday, June 17, 2019

When it is too hard to walk, He will carry us

Happy Monday, everyone and happy be-lated Father's Day to all the Dads out there!

It was super fun to call home yesterday and see all their smiling faces. Even though we now have the option of calling home on pdays, it's still fun to be able to skype on special holidays and talk to all the kids.
This past week has been crazy with all the different things that have been going on, which has actually made this week feel longer than others.

But all is well, and despite that, we had some cool miracles this past week!

For one, I have a new companion!

Her name is Sister Christenson and she is from Utah. She and I were actually MTC companions, and the fun thing is that this week we actually hit our one year mark of being on our missions! Crazy how time flies!
We were in a trio with Sister Child on Tuesday and Wednesday because her brand-new missionary didn't get here till Thursday. It was crazy covering two areas and we were flying around all day!

The biggest things that have happened this week are the preparations for Aurora's baptism this coming Saturday! Sister Leifson and I met her when I first came into the area and we have been teaching her ever since, and she is now getting baptized in 5 days! She's been waiting for this day for years now because she finally got permission from her parents, and she had her baptism interview this past week as well. She loves the gospel and the people! It's been amazing to see how much she has grown since I've known her and how ready she is to make this sacred covenant with God.

This past week, a good number of our lessons fell through unfortunately, but it was cool to see how inspired it was of God. Because we didnt have the lessons, we were able to meet a ton of prepared people outside and have a lot of return appointments for the upcoming week.

Weirdest interaction of the week:

We've been trying to teach an older lady, but when we stop by in the evenings when she said she would be home, no one would answer. One night when we stopped by, we actually caught her gardening outside! But when we walked excitedly up to her and said hello, she turned and said she was disappointed in us. My heart sunk like a rock when she said that she was mad at how many times we had stopped by that week, and how she really wasn't that interested. We were both so frazzled and confused, because she had actually asked us to come back, and we were speechless for a moment. But as we talked and apologized, she asked an awesome question: "Why are you really here?"

Sister Christenson and I were able to bear our testimonies of our callings as representatives of Jesus Christ and how we only want to help her faith to grow. I saw her heart soften, and even though she said goodbye shortly after, I hope she recognized the Spirit that I felt there that day.

I know that God lifts us up when we are too weak to walk on our own. This week has been hard for various reasons, and I know there have been times throughout my life and especially my mission, that I truly asked Him if I was strong enough to do this.

But I know that He will never give us something we can not handle. Yes, He will give us things that will stretch us and challenge us, but He also doesn't expect or want us to do it on our own.

I love Mosiah 24:14 in relation to this topic.

"And I will also ease the burdens which are put upon your shoulders, that even you cannot feel them upon your backs, even while you are in bondage; and this will I do that ye may stand as witnesses for me hereafter, and that ye may know of a surety that I, the Lord God, do visit my people in their afflictions."

God didnt take their burdens away, but He gave them the strength to make it seem lighter upon their backs. I know that He will do the same for us as we exercise our faith in Him. I promise that through Him, we will be able to do so much more than we could ever do on our own! And I know this to be true because I have seen it in my life.

I love the gospel and I love my Savior. I will forever be in debt to His sacrifice and all He blesses me with daily. 

And I love being a missionary.

All my love,

Sister McCown

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