Monday, June 10, 2019

Coasting down the River and hiking up the Mountain

This week has been crazy with the ups and downs of each day...to sum it up it's been quite a rollercoaster!
On Tuesday Sister Leifson and I had a good number of lessons all around our area, and with it being the weekly car fast day, we pulled out the bikes! We were racing all over the place with the limited amount of time in between each lesson, up until racing home in time for curfew.

At one point, we were coming up to a light that turned yellow and then red almost instantly. I made it through the light in time, but my poor companion sadly didn't. We were separated until the light turned green again, and I was laughing my head off!! I mean, it was super weird and I felt super alone even though she was only a few yards away from me, but still! It was crazy, needless to say.

On Wednesday, Sister Christenson and I went to MLC with the other leaders of the mission. It was President and Sister Tateoka's last ever MLC (they go home at the end of THIS month), so there were some tears. It was super good though because we didn't learn a ton of super new things, but did a lot of review. It was kinda like sealing the legacy that President and Sister Tateoka are leaving on the mission. Their big focus for the missionaries is all about obedience. The principle of exact obedience has been drilled into my brain ever since I came out on my mission, which has been the biggest blessing ever. I wouldn't have it any other way!

So this week we also received transfer calls: I'll be staying in Forest Grove and Sister Leifson will be getting transferred closer to Salem. My new companion will actually be my current STL companion, Sister Christenson.
It hurts my heart to see Sister Leifson go. She was the companion I needed when I really needed it and she has helped me more than she'll ever know. She's my best friend. I don't want to be selfish, though, and I know she'll do great things in her new area with her new companion.

I'm going to miss the unity we had as companions that was evident to practically everyone. Just a couple days ago we contacted someone we had never met, and after talking to him for a little bit, he asked us how long we had known each other. When we only said 3 months, he was surprised and said it seemed like we had known each other for a long time. It's true though- I feel like I've known her for years.

All is well though, and everything will work out. I know that hard things make us stronger and more like the people God needs us to be. We can't coast through life and expect to still grow. We can't be comfortable! In order to really progress, we have to face trials. It makes sense why diamonds can only be made with constant, incredibly hard pressure.

To not end on a sad note, I'll end on a spiritual one:

While I was at MLC, we have dinner with all the missionaries and usually Sister Tateoka likes to eat with us sisters. She sat next to me and we began to chat a little bit, and man do I love her! She is so spunky, but so so kind.

She asked all the sisters a question that I've been thinking about for a while: "What souvenirs do you want to bring home from your mission?"

The first things that came to my mind was the copy of the Book of Mormon that I received when I first came on my mission (a book that used to be so perfect and untouched but now so worn you can't even read the title!) and all my journals.

It's crazy to think how much I have changed since I've been on my mission. My testimony has grown so much- yet still so much more to grow, of course- and I've had so many hard and good experiences. I'm not the same person that said goodbye to my family at the MTC almost a year ago, and I'm glad I'm not! And I think the copy of the Book of Mormon and my journals is a perfect representation of how I've changed so far on my mission.

Have a great week everyone!

All my love,

Sister McCown

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