Monday, December 9, 2019

I'm Leaving my Heart in Oregon...

Here it is everyone, my very last email as a missionary! In exactly one week, I will be flying home, back to Tucson, Arizona! This journey here in Oregon as a full-time missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints for the past 18 months has been amazing. There are no words to explain how much my mission means to me! It was the best decision I have ever made, and also the hardest thing I have ever done. Nothing has brought me more purpose, though, in my life and I wouldn't trade these experiences (no matter how hard they were) for the world!

This past week has been crazy, I went on three exchanges with three wonderful sisters, and this week we have two exchanges, so it's going to fly!

Because this is my last weekly, I wanted to specifically dedicate it to talking about a few of the many highlights from my mission:

1. Ashley coming out proselyting with Sister Christenson and I in Forest Grove. She is the cutest thing ever and was so bold in telling people in the streets about the Book of Mormon!

2. Going to the temple with Sarah, Sister Christenson and Sister Child, and while we were there, seeing President Wilde and his family there coincidentally!

 3. Having the studies of hope that was introduced to us by Sister Wilde, the mission president's wife. It was truly inspired, especially where I was at when she gave us the challenge to study about the topic of hope. It saved me!

4. Feeling the love from the Wildes when they visited me after I was notified of a family thing at home, and they brought me a pie!

5. Last year attending the one and only FULL mission-wide tour where Sister Boss and I, along with over 150 other missionaries, were able to hear from and shake Elder Cook's hand! He is of the Quorum of the 12 Apostles and it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity!

6. The lesson with Sister Teters where we taught our friend Robert (a foreign exchange student from Taiwan) where our mission president and wife also came because they speak Mandarin! It was a very powerful lesson where the power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ was felt so deep in my heart!

7. My trainee becoming my best friend! Sister Leifson has made such a big impact in my life and I couldn't thank her enough!

8. My amazing trainer, Sister Schmoekel, becoming my soon-to-be-roomate! I learned so much from her and I'm so excited to see her again!

9. My MTC companion, Sister Christenson, becoming my companion during our year mark! I love her so much!

10. My roommate of 6 months, Sister Child, becoming one of my greatest and closest friends! She saw me during some of my lowest and she has inspired me so much!

11. My half-companion becoming the older sister I never had! Sister Anderson is amazing and I miss her famous, healing hugs!

12. Battling bedbugs in Forest Grove (as stressful and annoying as it definitely was, it was also a bonding experience for sure)

13. spending my first three months of the field on bikes (sure got me into shape fast!)

14. seeing how many times a verse in the Book of Mormon that they needed to hear touch someone's heart

15. seeing the look on people's faces when I introduce myself as an Arizonian in rainy Oregon

16. being able to go on exchanges with many Sisters and learning SO MUCH from them!

17. having so many amazing companions that I needed exactly when I needed them

18. for every trial (whether it was mission-related or personal) that I faced that allowed me to become stronger, better and able to emphasize with others

19. every lesson that had kids involved and coming to find out that I love teaching kids!

20. the trio's I got to be apart of (they're a party!)

21. coming to see how a missionary's favorite holiday is General Conference

22. seeing how much better everything is when I put my will into His hands and trust that everything will work out as it should

23. having some of the most spiritual experiences on the side of the street

24. being converted to family history

25. Doing tie dye shirts with the sisters in Forest Grove, the mission president's wife and their daughter

26. Sharing Mosiah 24:14 with Laura on her porch and seeing the light in her eyes sparkle just a little bit more, as she considered the hope that she may be able to feel from the gospel

27. learning what it means to be "fair dinkum" (all in) in missionary work!

28. seeing the changes in myself throughout these past 18 months and realizing more of my potential as a daughter of God

29. Going on exchanges with Sister Leifson after a few transfers of not being companions with her!

30. experiencing Dutch Bros.

This really is only a few of the many highlights of the past 18 months of my life. It is so surreal to think that my time is almost up, but I am immensely grateful for the opportunity I had to dedicate this time to serving my Savior. He has given me so much, more than I could even begin to comprehend, and I am thankful for everything that He has given me!

Out of all the things I have learned on my mission, out of all the experiences and changes of heart, out of...everything, the thing I am most grateful for is the personal conversion I have been able to have to the restored gospel of Jesus Christ, especially through reading the Book of Mormon!

Throughout the time I have been a missionary, I have been able to read the Book of Mormon cover to cover five times, and each time I learn more and more and MORE! My goodness, I can see why we are commanded to feast upon the word continually, because there can never be a time where we will be able to say that we have learned all that we can from the Book of Mormon!

There is nothing that has brought me more peace in my life than the precious moments I have been able to read these unchangeable words that seem to have changing impacts in my life, as it pertains exactly to the things I am going through at that time.

I love the Book of Mormon. It is my anchor. Even just hugging it gives me more peace and makes me feel better. I am thankful for the testimony of it that I have been able to gain, as well as all the years ahead that I have to continue to read and learn from it! If I could get on the rooftops and scream about how much I love it and how much it has changed my life, I would...except that probably wouldn't leave the best impression! That's okay, though, because the greatest changes of heart happens when you read it for yourself, and feel the quiet whisperings of the Holy Ghost- often a warm feeling in your heart- that testifies to you of the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon! I know that I have experienced that numerous times and I am thankful for every answer I have received and every scripture that I have been able to share with others!

I love this gospel and I love my Savior. I have loved being and missionary and I am thankful for this last week that I have to wear a black name tag with the name of my family, the name of my Church and the name of my Savior Jesus Christ on it.

I love you all and I am thankful for all your love and support these past many months! Thank you everyone, and I hope to see you all soon!

All my love

Sister McCown

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